Saturday, 25 October

Everything is gonna cursed. I hate everything include myself. Bloody hell!

I know I was wrong 'bout something at school but that's not all my fault. But it seems to be that no one is truly trust me. Why no one ask me cause of everything. What the hell is going on?

I was so stupid that got and stuck into a goddamned situation and now it's impossible to escape. I hate myself. I hate some people always make judge from what I've said, what I've done and my mistakes. Am I impossible to fail? I'm not a generous person, not a genius or sacrosant or god. Just a normal person. so please stop judging me. It's really awful and exhauted.

I realize that I do not need persons understanding me because sometime you cannot understand yourself! ...please...just stay away from me and let me alone. That's all I beg.

Genius Kids

Tonight, I've just chatted with 2 close friends, both of them... I think they are the most sweetest and the most intelligent kids that I've ever known. They are all at the aged of 16 and 17 but understand completely their vital role on studying and working. I have to declare that they are motivated and ambitious....big love with the piano!

Look back my-self...I can't waste time any more! I have to work and work, work more effectively. 

Tomorrow will be busy day...go to sleep now...

PS: Love you so much my friends!! all of you