Saturday, 25 October

Everything is gonna cursed. I hate everything include myself. Bloody hell!

I know I was wrong 'bout something at school but that's not all my fault. But it seems to be that no one is truly trust me. Why no one ask me cause of everything. What the hell is going on?

I was so stupid that got and stuck into a goddamned situation and now it's impossible to escape. I hate myself. I hate some people always make judge from what I've said, what I've done and my mistakes. Am I impossible to fail? I'm not a generous person, not a genius or sacrosant or god. Just a normal person. so please stop judging me. It's really awful and exhauted.

I realize that I do not need persons understanding me because sometime you cannot understand yourself! ...please...just stay away from me and let me alone. That's all I beg.

Monday 13 October

I was terrible exhauted and sad some days. My computer was in trouble and it's impossible to fix out immediately. But anyway, thanks to bro Tung for helping me a lot. 

Yesterday was my teacher's birthday. I played the cello in order to celebrate his new age, 75 years old. The party was so crowded and so much meaning. But I got an traffic accident in the morning when I went to bought something for his birthday. Today, it still hurts me alot. I was so unlucky. :(

Afternoon, I felt once more time on road because of a car. What the hell was yesterday! So unluck! Today, I cannot walk normally on foot. It's not blooding but something wrong with my hoof tendon. :(( So terrible!